Tiny Creative Space (And How To OWN it!)

My “office”

I recently took a poll in my StrawberrySparrow FB group, asking what holds YOU back as an artist… is it money? Is it Tools? #1 answer was simply FEAR, and a close-second was a lack of a dedicated creative space…

(My daily palette and Oui jars for water)

…One of my members was actually the one who added the option, and boy, it struck me. This is something I too have struggled SO hard with over the last…. well, forever. So much so that I rarely photograph my work area because it seems so insignificant.

…The only time I had a good office space was when I was running my little vintage retail business online and had a great home-office dedicated to it at the time. But art was in the background of my mind then, and when we moved and I sold off my inventory I haven’t had a great space since.

At out last home, my office was literally a closest – converted into a great little artist nook. I loved it. My husband made me a tracing tabled and it was really all the space I needed and I didn’t mind sacrificing space because it was adorable and in our bedroom, in my safe place…

Now that we are building a home, and we are not settled in yet, I went from having an area the size of my end table (that’s what it was) for a little while, to now having this wall. I do feel a little more freedom that before but I understand all too well what it’s like to suffer artist-anxiety when I have to pull everything out, or move it to the kitchen table, or drop my brushes and not being able to have the light on because, family.

Vintage file, tiered cart and mason jars for brushes

Still, I’ve learned a trick or two because the struggle is real, and I wasn’t about to let a lack of a sacred creative space hold me back. If I kept waiting for enough space to make my life easier, I wouldn’t have been painting for the last 6 years…

…When I had my smallest space to work in, I bought a table easel to hold my essential supplies in. It’s small, but holds a lot. I love that I can adjust the easel and store my art inside. I loved this thing and used it as my little portable office… It really did hold pretty much everything I needed.

(I don’t use it as much now but occasionally I will when I am working on multiple paintings)
I bought this table easel from ebay on the cheap!

My biggest advice is to get unconventional with storage. Use jars, cigar boxes, tupperware, letter holders, portfolios, shelves, carts, boxes, totes, picture frames… If you don’t have a lot of space, good storage and using the vertical options of the walls are key.

..Go through all your things and think, how can I make my space sacred to ME, to make ME want to paint… and by getting all of the most important tools out in the open so you are invited to sit down and paint. Your space needs to be open and ready for you 24/7…

Find ways to store supplies that don’t take floor space. I used a letter holder for packing and hung clipboards with current projects.
My mini assistant. She helps with absolutely everything!

It’s ok if your space is small.. And it’s ok if you don’t have everything you need and have to wait on your dream studio. What you need, is a spot where a piece of paper or open journal can lay, with a small water jar, brush, pencil, and a couple of paints beside it. Start there… and add your favorite little touches to make it meaningful and cozy. You’ll be surprised by how much you love your teeny tiny creative space 💖

A Rose By Any Other Name

I just finished this painting of Romeo + Juliette. Maybe this movie (I
m referring to the 1968 version) is a little uncomfortable for me now, but I remember loving it so much as a child. Everything from the clothing to the location to the cast, everything was such a feast for the eyes. Their love was also very beautiful. And then there’s the soundtrack…

Click to purchase this painting!

I Miss Excessive Thrifting

I miss the days of excessive thrifting. When I would go to the goodwills and salvation army and antique stores all in one day, several times a week, digging through junk to find my treasures. You know, before the pandemic when things seemed to make sense. I’d find a vintage dress, or maybe a skirt or odd houseware and either keep or sell it. It was always an adventure and the collector in me was satisfied…

Do you like vintage things? I love wearing something that comes with a story, a slice of history and a mark in time. The dress I’m wearing in these photos is probably from the late 1950’s… one of my favorite time periods. I’ve had it for years and I adore the fit even though its a bit snug in the bosom at the moment (thank you milk-filled breasts, until you are done and are left saggy and I am sad).

What is Self Care…

What is self care for me? Well for starters, it’s a time of peace and quiet when I reflect and definitely restore. Usually during this time, I enjoy beautifying herbal teas (or coffee, oooo so naughty… but because it makes me HAPPY) or just plain water – which I love..

Light some incense. Tunage or at least some shameless singing to myself is a must. Perhaps I am romancing myself, but with MYSELF, I can pull my hair back and wear unsexy pajamas.

After the mood is set, I get to my favorite part… my nightly facial routine. I never wear makeup, but I do so love to wash my face. Always with something natural… lately I have been using this locally made oatmeal soap bar, which I’ll use until it’s gone and try something new but similar…

Then I spritz my face all over with rose water. Ahhh… This moment. It’s when I find myself breathing out all the stress and in with all the good feelings in. Positive affirmations. Prayer. The natural and delicate scent is an instant chemical response. Right now I am enjoying rose water by Badger… it’s just so fragrant and has aloe in it.

I follow up with my favorite serums and oils. I often use frankincense and rose hip oil, but I’ve recently been enjoying Rosehip Treatment by Evanhealy, which is heavenly and comes in the cutest little vile. I finish with my handmade mango butter moisturizer, and one last spritz of rose water ’cause why not?

Then, unless the baby has already woken, I sit with the fam as they watch the simpsons or Naked and Afraid (or whatever) and enjoy a little mindless painting time. Nothing serious, nothing for sell… just to keep the skills up. I also often take this time to create my work schedule, make notes and research painting subjects.

Do you have a favorite self care routine you’d like to share with me? I’m constantly trying to find my groove and always looking for new methods to find inner peace. Leave a comment, I’d love to hear yours!

May Hike

I can’t express how wonderful this simple wrap really is. The hubby and I took a couple to a local park for engagement photos and I wore baby the whole time! I was able to move around and get my shots (when I had the camera) without worry and she had a blast watching mama work…

It’s not too often timing permits a personal photo op but somehow, we managed to squeeze one in after our little engagement sess. I’m so happy Thomas was able to get these because now that I think about it, it’s mine and Meadow’s first real photos together. How is it a photographer never manages to get very many self portraits like that??

I also brought a bottle of my own milk to keep her entertained while we were on our walk. Kind of a funny thing to do but it was so sweet to watch her eat! Her eyes popped like the flow was different *dying*.

The Perfect Salmon Hue

{ My watercolor doodle of a salmon-colored window }

I’ve been on the hunt for the perfect Salmon (or should I say Coral?) hue for a little while. Especially after my big switch from Winsor & Newton paints to Daniel Smith, I knew I needed a new Pink/Yellow go-to for all my florals and accents…

…there’s dozens of ways to get there, and you can take it more red or more yellow… and use the white of the paper to make it a lighter value to get SO many options…

At the beginning of my switch I was in love with Opera Rose (so vibrant, so good for color combos), but i quickly learned of its low lightfastness and decided its not meant or me after all, not long term, much to my little heart’s dismay…

Ok so Pyrrol Scarlet is an interesting choice but for me, a bit too yellow already and I want some of the feminine vibes of the bit of blue that you see in the cooler reds… And Quinacridone Magenta is too dark for most of my uses.

I even played with raw and burnt sienna, which are technically yellows. Not what I’m looking for right now, but intriguing nonetheless…

So I’ve settled on Quinacridone Rose + Lemon Yellow as my go to, being that they are the brightest options and best lightfastness (permanency). After all, to make the tone darker, you can always the complimentary color (blue)…

Quinacridone Rose is very similar to Opera Rose, perhaps bit less intense but still that perfect sort-of peoni-shade of pink. In the Winsor & Newton world, it is known as Permanent Rose. Hold up, my old go-to!

Another good one would have been Quinacridone Red, which is so similar to Rose that it’s hard to choose. Red is slightly more orange so I’ll stick with Rose which is the cooler tone as I tend to favor anyway…

…well, Lemon was the easy choice, besides vibrancy, it has high lightfastness as well as transparency (very important for gazing)

Spring Beauty

I painted this Spring Beauty from a specimen my little daughter brought to me one day after school. I thought it was so sweet, I had to document it. I used professional watercolors by Daniel Smith on heavy weight watercolor paper. I’ve also been studying calligraphy, which I practiced here. Tough stuff.

This painting is now available!

Snow Goddess

The snow glows white over the mountain tonight, not a footprint to be seen… a kingdom of isolation, and it looks like I’m the queen… or something like that…

I’m already missing my pregnant self. Thomas took these of me a few short weeks before the baby came. I really wanted summery, sun-lit, meadow-frolicking-filled photos but was blessed with a blanket of snow instead. I felt like a snow goddess. A very, very chilly snow goddess.

Morning

My mornings almost always start with a cappuccino from my Italian espresso machine and a bowl of hearty steel-cut oatmeal. Oh yes, with blueberries and walnuts and cinnamon. MMMM. It’s more than breakfast, it’s my morning zen and necessary daily routine…

After breakfast, I usually go on a hike. Movement and nature is so calming to me. I seriously would be lost without these habits… I’m lucky have a lot of wooded land to explore, and I’m also lucky to have a family that loves to go and play with me. Nothing beats a family picnic at the end of a good hike through the woods.

Now that we have the baby, I have been wearing her in the wrap I made from scrap fabric from walmart for only $4. SCOOOOORE. Yes indeedy. I wear her when I hike, clean, paint, potty……… sigh.

Sometimes we explore parks and trails too, anywhere we can find. I don’t think we’ll ever stop hiking as a family. It’s seriously so healing, especially during this whole pandemic. If you aren’t hiking in your life already, I beggin PLEASSSE take it up!!! You wont regret it! ::praying hands:: ::sparkling eyes::

Meadow Rain

Our little one was born on Friday, Jan 24th 2020! We are ecstatic of course, our other little ones have doted on her more than I could have even imagined.